August 29, 2010

silently sitting here in the silence of a room thats not exactly mine. the sounds of the eerie silence echos in my head... the thoughts race through my mind at a million things i can do.. the reality is i am the one that is going to make the decisions of my own actions... today i refuse to give into the urges of self harm... right now im going to stay strong... one day i will be free from this shackled addiction but for now im going for one day at a time... no cuts today .. yet... writing is my expression for now... writing till i cant anymore. thats all i have for now